Thursday, October 30, 2008

JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!
how brilliant is that?! :P
Gbu loads :)

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

*drum roll* im ba-a-a-ck ! :)

wow havent blogged since the like beginin of summer..now its over like :O haha :P ok so i felt like bloggin but i have absolutely nothin to say i think

well it rained this mornin at like 1 am which rocks coz i love winter and i made myself a hot chocolate :P yummy :) :) i miss winter! it reminds me of england ahh england :P haha england now reminds me of ed XD

*hmm writers block >_<* :P

ok reef rhythms was brilliant..Y4J were so gud yet it was too short :P and so were Salt and Cedar house rly gud so it was a brilliant night all in all specially since i met my cuzz after like a yr man i missed him XD

ermmmm....... God has proved to me once again that He is ALWAYS with me when no one else is and that He's there suffering with me and there to pick me up when i fall..how great, how awesome is He! i feel loved by Him :P
oo Y4J live in ..excitement :) last yrs rocked and God worked with so many of us and he was so present there it was like the best weekend of my life man and i was practically abt to start cryin when it was over man.... i say man a lot :P
this year it's called stronger coolio huh sounds promising :) :) i already filled out the application wiii hehe :)

hmm what else did i wanna say oh yes workshops were brilliant but how sad theyre gna finish tom...they rly helped me seriously it helped like to not be shy to share what uve done for God like which is rly important coz we're Christians like we're meant to witness and tell ppl how great and fantastic our God is so yes it was brilliant and helped us all share..let's hope we do it in our every day lives now :) so anyhow thank you to sam bett n acherzz our brilliant leaders :) and obviously the biggest thanks to Jesus without whom our lives would be meaningless and boring and we'd be doomed..seriously...

soon school now .... soon o levels but like i want to get them over with so its kinda gud u knw... anywayz i wanna go to SAC so like i rly gta study...
erm speakin abt o levels gud luck to all u who are headed for 6th form what fun a new chapter in ur lives :) :) and dw wherever u go God is gna be with u and even if u didnt get into the school u wanted its ok coz it was part of God's plan that u went to the school ur gna go to :) :)
and same goes to the ppl who are movin onto UNI gud luck guyz God's with u :) :)

think im done so im off now Gbu n tc guyz x

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

oh no You never let go =D

hello :) not in the best of fantasticy moods but tryin to stay positive, coz i kno God's with me no matter how alone i feel :) i dunno i have these funny spells were i feel alone but then i think ye right how stupid can i get i'm so not alone i have God next to me and i become happy like this -----> *gleee* :)
hmm anywayz cant wait for summer..i have so many goals to tackle these 3 months XD i so wanna do them, well for starters i am sooo lookin forward to the workshops :P ahh i cant wait i rly wana use them to get closer to God in my everyday life u kno....erm also o wanna learn how to play guitar..ha naraw lol..i tink i already mentioned this lol ah well u'll read it again :P hmm my summer starts on fri so close yet for some reason i'm still seeing it rly far i dunno why...i've only got two exams left eng language n accounts n den summer finaly XD also this summer i rly rly want to get closer to more Y4J-ians coz like sometimes i cant help feelin distant from some ppl so like i wanna start tryin to get closer u kno :) so like ye..hmm anyway
guyz anyway i felt i should say this..no matter what you're going through, no matter what's happening in your life, no matter how alone u feel, how hurt, no matter how u feel like crying and just breaking down, God is there and u have to know that, God IS there, He's going through what you're going through, He's hurting like you're hurting, He's breaking down in tears with u, but He is still the strong one, and He WILL get u out of whatever ur going through no matter what it is He'll carry u until u get out of it safely! until you see the light again :) :) :) and i think the sooner we understand that, the sooner we will stop grumbling abt our lives bein so 'unfair' about how no loves us and the like....guyz we have to believeeee come on ejja guyz and the more we understand that the happier we will be and the more we can be a light to others, the more we can reflect Jesus to other ppl XD guyz u know how much a smile can do?? illa if only we all knew what an impact it can have on ppl, we'd definitely smile every second and to everyone.. i love smiling...most of my friends love smiling and so we pass it on :P ahh hehe a smile's contageous lol it has like that ripple effect of the water :) hmm anyway i think im gna goo..but i dont wanna coz ive gt nothin else to do coz for once in like ages i dnt have to stay awake till 10 at night studyin coz i gt eng lang tom :) so like i wanna stay longer so ye ill think of more things :)
oh ye the meetin last sat was rly nice i rly liked the fr that came to talk to us he's rly swt and he makes ppl laugh XD heh ..hmm half the band was missin last sat which was quite strange coz i've never seen such few ppl in the band lol or at keast i cnt rem lol..anywayz
on sat mich got hr braces xi hleww XD guyz braces are infestating everyone, but they're nice so it doesnt matter hehe ive got anthr like anthr *calculatin* lets see ive been with them for 10 months n i need them for a yr n a half which is 18 months so like 18-10 is 8 almost 7 coz my 10th month is almost up so ye abt 7 months...coool hehe and then i'll have straight teeth :P yey XD
ah yeshh on mon dududum *yeyyy* the Y4J bbq its gna rock man coz *quotin sara* "coz we're fun" meanin Y4J-ians :P we are fun taa plus we know how to have fun without all the qziez :P see it's possible XD hmm i think that's all i have to say and feel like sayin today :)
Gbu guyz and rem God loves uu XD and...we love God :) yesshh tehe by by cu in summer XD psst i'm in a btr mood now :) i think i needed to hear what i wrote lol :)XD strange :P yet cool

psst again i just thought of a song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXQBqQejnIA&feature=related

lyrics on it :P didnt find such a gud vid, just dnt pay attention to the pics lol just read the words XD

Monday, June 16, 2008

Amazing XD

hey guyz, as many Y4J-ians posted abt i am goin to post abt sats meeting just to carry on sayin how amazin it was :) well i knew that there was a foreign speaker comin but to be honest i didnt tink it was gonna be good (i was horribly wrong) well like zoe said in her blog i didnt want praise to stop and like when they did stop i was like nooo it was amazig seriously i dunno why but like it just was somehow more than usual... anyway so praise was amazing and then the talk and the after-talk :P well the talks are always amazin heh but sat's was like different, not necessarily better, just different, but it was rly good i mean wow come on how amazing 2000 years on God is still healin guyz how amazing is that?!?! just shows how powerful our God is ye :)....well then the prayin over ppl after the talk for special intentions and stuff and for ppl was just amazing!! i never saw anythin that powerful..i was told that they are similar to the ones at SS but like since Ive never been, it was like new to me and i must say i loved it and now im lookin forwrd to goin to SS (next yr) even more!!! if thats possible :P anywayz guyz i think i finally kno wat God wants of me which is like rly rly gud coz ive been tryin to find out for ages and anyway ive been prayin n now im rly excited and i cant wait and everytin also congrats to all those ppl like Maria Angela who are future doctor-esses :P ejja guyz once God wants you to do it then you'll find that strength, He'll give it to u, and He'll provode ur will power :) how amazing is it guyz wooo God has a plan for YOU and for ME :) :) :) :) *happy* also i'm rly glad for the ppl who got healed, i kno Bett did (her blog is on the side bar ting) and i kno Mich's back hasnt hurt her since Sat which like for her its like wow and what's even cooler is she said at the beginnin ppl with back problems n i like opened my eyes for a split sec and she was right in front of Mich one of the times how cool and amazing!!! aa guyz i feel so alivee!!!
but like Tine said in her blog some ppl built a wall and we need to pray for those ppl guyz :)
also guyz we're all fired up now...ejja now let's go and witness and talk to ppl abt God and everytin :) :) :) :) :) :) :) maa guyz im so happy which is wierd coz just started exams but come on how can i be down when i have God!!! guyz i'm seriously excited for what God has planned for me seriosuly, like wen she mentioned the ppl that want to witness and tell ppl abt God i just like felt a fire burnin inside u kno?! like im sure most of u felt wen u wer called like..and den after i was tinkin like i always had these small hints of knowin wat i wanted to do, but like i never knew that God wanted me to do that u kno...issa naraw what God wants will be done i seriously want to be like a puppet and let Him do whatever He wants with me u kno and go wherever He wants me to go spk to whoever He wants me to spk to like the song...I wanna be uYour hands i wanna be Your feet ill go where You send me, go where You send me... :P and so on
ok guyz Gbu n tc prayin for u :)

Thursday, June 12, 2008

You're all that I want...


hey guyz well i've had a song stuck in my head since sat and then even more wen mar a sent it to me (thanku mar :P i love it) anyway it goes like..and i love u Lord, You rescued me, You are all that i want, You're all i need.... then it continues but at Y4J we only sing that part and if u listen to the words properly and u take the actual meanin of them they're so amazing!!! just say this and mean it...coz You are all that i want and You're all i need... how amazing is it when we admit that no earthly thing can ever substitute God (obviously :P) but some ppl don't realise this and they try fill up the gaps in their lives with everything else, what they don't understand is that nothing will ever satisfy them like the love of God, when you allow God to love you and you love Him back...that is the only way how u can live life to the full, through God, and i dont mean by sayin oh yeah i believe and goin to Y4J and stuff and then goin out and ignorin what u just said and sang!!! guyz lets not be hypocrits (dunno how to spell it sorry :S) its not enough sayin that u'r a christian and then not live the christian way, not do what God wants u to do, swear all the time, dress like i dunno what when they go out, that's bein a hypocrit( i give up tryin to spell this word) what u have to do is believe what u say and sing, let God love u, talk to Him, love Him back, live for Him in ur everyday life and let Him shine through u and use u for His glory...that is the only way to live life to the full!!! some of u may not believe this and may think stupid things abt this, but its true believe me, there are people who have lived both ways, u can ask them and they'll tell u that it's true..now that they've let God into their lives its so much better, even i can tell u that it's true, it is so true living life as a true Chretian is the only way to live!!! well this post developed and changed a bit didnt it, but anyway u get the point :) and guyz admit it to ppl admit that u love Him admit that you need Him plz guyz i have to do this more often too, but like imagine how many ppl can get touched if none of us are ashamed to witness, if all of us admit that we love Him, if all of us pray and if all of us live in a good way!!!

now u understand i have touched everything in that verse :P and I LOVE YOU LORD, YOU RESCUED ME, YOU ARE ALL THAT I WANT, YOU'RE ALL I NEED!!! ok so i hope it made sense guyz, i said what i had to say :P

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

frida

FRIDA I LOVE :)

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ok so basically i have nothing to say :P hence the title of this blog..but im bored and have nothing to do and wanna postpone going to study lik for a while longer so i tot id just blab on abt nothing on my blog :P ok so life is good yet boring...but its gr8 bcoz like how can life not be great when u have God's love..in fact even if im havin a bad day n ppl ask me how i am my response is always gr8 as u may or may not have realised...but that doesnt mean i never have bad days taa its just coz i rem that even tho im having a bad day i still got God's love and Him so like ekk anyway u get the point :P well a lot of my friends have summer now and like so do i very soon and i cant waitt like i have a rly gud feeling abt this summer and i dunno why...hmm i wanna learn how to play guitar this summer...and now thanks to the lovely sara ive got sites to learn from hehe thanku sara :P hmm ok what else oh yes in like a few weeks there is the Y4J bbq ahh cnt wait..and also cant believe that a yr passed from last yr well that doesnt make sense does it but once again im sure u know wat i mean....ok soo...i gta study maths today o the joy but oh well... ok im bored and im probably boring u but i shal go on and so shall u carry on reading plz thanku :) see im polite :P ooo this sunday is michs bday and history shall take place this sat.... mich (and hopefuly i will too) are being let out after Y4J on sat hehe so maybe for once when like 10 ppl ask me if im goin out i can say yes now :P yey and this lovely surprise is for michs bday coz she will be 15 on the 15 june...i.e her lucky bday yey i still dunno if im allowed out tho lol issa naraw ok anywayz oh shit i just rem i gta finish comp studies project by tom thank God i rem!!! ok i shall leave u know to do it

Saturday, June 7, 2008

ahh what a day :P

what a day what a day.... aaa guyz i just came back from the beach :P which for me is rly gud coz like i still have exams so it was like a gift tehe...ok so basically it was this brilliant party imma amazing hehe thanks so so much mar n franny maa i love u guyz so much!!! anywayz we laughed so much muhahahaha the scary stories :P ahh guyz me skin is rly spft now coz of the sand hehe anywayz ahh it was so relaxin and fun with the muzic on full blast...hehe imma the best was like when we put on hillsong maa it was so fun we wer like around the stereo singin rly loudly trying to make the other ppl hear us XD so like we were rly shoutin haha funn :P i loved that it was so ekk maa guyz the Holy spirit was there ta even tho it was like a few of us singin on the beach ekk i still felt rly ekk amazing :P anyway on another note zak and pete dancin wow!!! seriously theyre rly good man and now they are going to coreograph a dance XD im all for it hehe coz theyre like rly gud =0 =0 =0 hehe hmm a yess.... i have to do this 'saraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa' tehe sory sa i couldnt help it maaa how i laughed..or else when she hit me and then freaked out coz of the sand haha i think she has a phobia imma i love so much anywayz...bzzzt :P ok well i guess thats it...so on the whole it was an amazing day and i enjoyed it immenslyyyy!!!!!! we laughed so so so much today and i needed it i love laughin especially since for a couple of weeks my life is gna be studyin so like i needed it thanks again mar n fran i love u so much u r amazing friends seriously ur brilliant i thank God for givin me friends like u!!! and the rest of my friends:P ur amazin hehe also beps (degiorgio) miskin kemm ghandu pacenzja with me :P imma he has to coz he loves me so:P and beppe (de gab) i didnt get ur joke lol haha alsooo it was funny when he was covered in sand :P priceless....
insomma Gbu guyz and tc (lol i havent posted in ageess man!!)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

everythin i could think of XD



Romans 8: 38-39


For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.




ahh one of my fav pieces of scripture amazing...sais so so much...basically it sais that nothing will ever ever ever in the history of forever never ever will ever make God stop loving us...nothing ok?! we sometimes may feel like He doesn't...but that's just us..not allowing Him to show us coz we'll be too pre-ocupied in earthly things to realise that God is there with u and that He DOES love you...no matter what...you may say ahh but no way man i've done too many things to turn back to God now forget it..or something like that...but ur wrong He's actually waiting for u to come back to Him...no matter what you've done...i dunno if you ever heard the song "i'll take you back" of Jeremy Camp ahh beautiful..ill post the lyrics and th link at the end...it's so amazing how He always takes us back ta imma..i mean sometimes we treat Him like ekk rly badly u know..or else we ignore Him or something..imma He's still willing to take us back...He wants us back..and when we do go back He rejoices and is soo happy...how awesome is that?!?! i mean some ppl are scared to give other ppl 2 chances coz they think it's worthless...ahseb wara what God should do mela...ax He gives us soo many uncountably chances its amazing...however i know for a fact that if we rly love God and become rly close to Him we will become more and more like Him and reflect Him and His glory (like Bobby said in his talk yest XD) so like the more we get to know God and how amazing He is the more for example we'll give chances to ppl or else we won't hate any1..i mean like b4 i got to know God i'm sure i hated some ppl but now i dnt seriously i mean some ppl think i'm crazy but i'm not i mean did Jesus hate the ppl who killed Him?? nope!!!...in fact He asked God to forgive them...so like after a number of Y4J meetings, talks from Tutzi and getting to know God on a deeper level..i now dnt hate any1...someone (i think Tutzi) had said in a talk that everyone who enters the presence of God will be changed...no one can enter His presence and leave the same no one!!!...
i also wanted to say congrats to Bobby for His amazing talk yesterday...it was brilliant...loved it and it was very helpful XD so thnks and well done :D
hmm also...brilliant news...Luxol under 15 bball girls won the league ahh :') so proud...a whole season paid off :) but im gna miss trainin...:( ah well just have to wait till summer..i think ill go this yr....anyway the trophy is real nice, and also thnks to all the girls that left me pizza yest :) appreciate it...and of course thnks to Mandy for having all the patience with us throughout the whole season...amazing coach :)
ooo ooo also brilliant post by Maria Angela who brought out a very very very good point of us having to thank God for soo many things which may i add is so so true....coz like i mean come on..just count every blessing that u have...be it a friend your family a memory a dream fir the future whatever...be thankful guyz..we rly have to learn how to say thankyou more often...
brilliant meeting yesterday..fanastic loved it...as always...ahh what fun clapping for Jesus :) :) :) ajmma guyz i feel so loved by Him :) *gleeeeeee**
and also amazing adoration last Fri...i alwayz love them..its like a re-fewling thing...well that's how me n Maria Angela describe it XD ajma kemm inhobba...and Bobby if u ever go on that railng again...you'll deffinately give me a heart attack....illa man how u scared me... xguts andek man...anyway as i was saying the adoration was amazing..so thnku to Lawrence and Julie for organizing them and to Jesus coz like without Him they wouldnt be possible....and no thanks to Beppe who betrayed us and didnt come to help on thurs..tisk tisk tisk..u should be ashamed Beps XD imma i still love u *hug*
i think thats it...let me tink ta...yes i tink thats it...ahh wait haha welcome to the blog world Beppe (De Gabriele this time) yes the annoyin one *haha Beppe you deserve it* =p imma he's a swt annoyin


ok i think thats it i'll leave u with the song now....

The reason why I stand
The answer lies in youYou hung to make me strong
Though my praise was fewWhen I fall I bring your name downBut I have found in you
A heart that bleeds forgiveness replacing all these thoughts of painful memories
But I know that your response will always be
I'll take you back always
Even when your fight is over now (x2)
I'll take you back alwaysEven when the pain is coming through (x2)
I'll take you back
You satisfy this cry
Of what I'm looking forAnd I'll take all I can
And lay it down before
The throne of endless grace now that radiates what's true
I'm in the only place thaterases all these faultsThat have overtaken me
But I know that your response will always be
I'll take you back always
Even when your fight is over now(x2)
I'll take you back alwaysEven when the pain is coming through(x2)
I'll take you back
I can only speak with a grateful heart
As I'm pierced by this gift of your love
I will always bring an offering
I can never thank you enough
You take me back always
Even when my fight is over now (x2)
You take me back alwaysEven when my pain is coming through(x2)
You take me back (repeat these 5 lines twice)
love the song..first time in heard it was on Benny's blog n i fell in love with it!!!
Gbu guyz n tc xx

Saturday, April 5, 2008

praise Him...


hey guyz..now im postin XD heh ok so basically i was watchin a vid of Hillsong United-You saw me...and the vid is of everyone praisin right...what an amazing sight..how amazing it is when you see ppl of every age and every race praisin God...people with completely diff life stories and diff pasts...we dunno what theyve gone through...but watever they did..theyre there praisin Him for all His worth..how great is it when were not shy to tell ppl that we believin Him that were not ashamed...how great is it to reach out to everyone and tell them about Him...coz guyz He's worth it..He doesnt deserve all the nasty things we do to Him.. He deserves all our praises..guyz God never leaves our side...so why do we leave His...why do we find it so hard to talk to ppl about the one we love and who loves us most...im sure if u have a gf'/bf u tell all ur friends (spcially if ur a girl) abt what s/he did abt what s/he said hw many times they told u they loved u..so why..why do we find it so hard to talk to them abt God...the one who loves us so much more then any earthly being can even be capable of loving us??why?? i mean even i find it hard sometimes and i get so mad at myself...coz like we all talk and gossip abt everything that ive just said and so much more and then like ekk were shy ashamed.... its just rly sad :( coz some of us like praise God and then we go out n like abandon Him..its so not fair....ok let me try relate it to every day life....ill give u two situations...ok so...imagine you like someone imma rly rly like them and are so infactuated with them and u love seein them and bla bla bla the typical teenage story (ur nt goin out with this prsn) and then like u c him/her lookin at someone else flirtin with someone else and then like he doesnt even talk to u or if he does breefly and watver...hw much does that hurt??? it kills right?? now imagine how much it hurts for God...who deosnt just rly rly like us...He loves us and died for us..imagine hw painful...seein us like ignore Him and get into sinnin and stuff...ouch man!! also imagine anthr situation...erm ok..the person u like this time is flirtin with u tellin u all these nice tings and stuff n den after u leave they go to pv n u find out that s/he was flirtin n dancing n hmerijiet with anthr person...wouldnt that hurt too??? ekk im just imagin hw that would sting man....and like we wouldnt even like the person 1/4 as much as God actually loves us...so like think abt this..coz like some of us have this prob...some of us maybe not all the time...but ekk insma i hope it made sense to u... tried me best





the song doesnt rly have much to do with the post...just posted it in case u wer curious bout the song i started talk abt heh ...it has the words (saves me from writin them) XD


anyway Gbu guyz n tc xx

pic ...


ok so hey guyz not so much of a post today hehe ..i dunno why :S but anyway the real reason why im posting something is coz ive been wanting to put this pic up for ages but just transferred it to my comp today so...anywy its kinda referrin to my last post... just look at how perfect everythin is...ye i knw its a pic of the sun but like its still amazing..i mean think of it this way...without the sun...we'd die ...we'd be depressed without any sunlight...God thinks of everything!!

oh bdw i took that pic in Gozo heh

Friday, March 28, 2008

He speaks...


hey guyz well i knw the title is like somethin in a film but it's rly abt Jesus speakin to us....i dunno if u realised but Jesus uses ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, ANYONE AND EVERYONE to speak to us...i realy realy ekk realised it yest when i was talkin to my good friend...Maria Angela (her link is at the side check out her blog its realy nice) and we were talkin about how indiscribable God is...and how amazing He is...how He talks through everyone...and He really wants to tell us that He loves us...He rly wnts to talk to us....Jesus rly spoke to me through Mar yest...its amazing wat faith she has...guyz lets all have faith we have to keep on prayin and prayin for it, it's such a lovely thing and we get it for free ta guyz...i mean look around you,everything is perfectly made...God can spk to u through that....i mean if u like the sun, God will tell u He loves you through that, if u like rain, He'll use that...ok let me put it this way...when u want someone to listen to something u have to say u keep on saying it and persistin right??...well i do anyway that's what God does He tries to tell us so many times, all we have to do is open our hearts and minds..listen to what He has to say coz its so worth it and it's so wonderful to hear that He loves YOU, He's proud of YOU...and He's letting you know that....God gives us one another to help us through this life to help us with our faith...so like let's be an example to others in the way we act...

have u ever just stood in awe of God He's so amazing guyz n like Mar said yest im sure if we even saw 1cm3 of Him we'd burst seriously scream out of joy...i mean look around u (i say again) everything is so perfectly made...when i was on the boat goin to gozo it was so amazing, for those of u who knw me i love the weather in winter... and like on the way to gozo it was all windy the sea was wavy, ekk the wind was blowin back my hair ekk, i was outside i stood up like i opened my arms n im like wow God everything is so perfect everything, hehe then i started dancin on the boat XD quite fun hehe ahh guyz wat an awesome God we have He reigns.....




Our God Is an awesome God
He reigns from Heaven above
with WISDOM, POWER and LOVE
Our God is an AWESOME God

simple, but oh so very powerful lyrics, amazing song XD

Gbu guyz n tc

and rem He loves u and He's trying to tell u in every way possible...just listen

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Jesus IS our best friend XD


hey guyz ok so....
erm hw to start this blog...hmmmm...ok so like maybe some ppl see Jesus as a person who is only there when u need something or ur in trouble or something like that...but guyz He rly isnt....i used to think that b4 i started goin to Y4J i only used to ask for things from Jesus...and thats no relationship at all!! guyz Jesus is so much more than that....He is our Best Friend our savior n our dad...i already portrayed Him as our saviour in one of my other posts and i just wanted to share hw Jesus is our best friend....
ok so like i remeber a couple of yrs ago i was rly sad...coz like i tot no one liked me...halli li i had friends imma i was still ekk....in simple words i was feelin rly lonely and its a horrible feelin man im tellin you but since i gt to knw Jesusi have someone who is always there and like the most imp thing in life should be what He thinks of You...not what anyone else does! and i know that sometimes its diff to rem that sometimes even for me but like we just have to like shake ourselves up and rem that thats all that should matter in life
guyz what do u look for in a best friend???....what i look for is 1)someone who i can trust completely ..... and i trust Jesus completely with my life.... 2)someone who is always there and who helps me....Jesus is ALWAYS there in our lives never does He leave us....3)someone who loves me and accepts me just as i am....Jesus loves us just as we are and we can take off our masks in front of Him...we dnt have to act like someone else so that He might accept us or something like that...no He loves us and accepts us just as we are every defect every imperfection....4)someone who listens to me...Jesus is ALWAYS listenin to everything we have to say...we might not always hear Him or feel Him but dw guyz He is alwayz listenin to what we have to say...
so like add it up guyz..Jesus IS our best friend n He won't abandon us or whatever like some earthly best friends might...He is amazing truly amazingly amazing...just let Him embrace You guyz...How amazing is it knowing that the creator of all the earth wants to embrace YOU wants to love YOU ....makes you fell pretty special n loved doesnt it?? hehe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EC_Q5lKaopg

Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His Son?
Well I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

I believe in the one called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that x2

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

Nothing will ever change that x 6


Gbu guyz n tc

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easterrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guyz well im sure many christian bloggers have a similar post to this but im gna do it anywayz....
ok so todays Easter what a time to celebrate man!!! its like the best and most important feast man ....Christ is RISENN!!! He overcame death guyz and we're freeeeee once again...i just feel like runnin abt in the streets n screamin He's alive and we're free ...........wiiiiiiii guyz were free from sin...sin enslaves us guyz seriously and God overcame our sin when He died on that cross...sooo were now freee from sin and slavery XD hw cool is that... what an awesome God we have....it is finished He has done it death is beaten Heaven beckons me!!!

Friday, March 21, 2008

God loves us... :D


hey guyz...well just came back from Y4J,we saw The Passion,today being Good Friday...now it wasnt the first time i saw it, but today i felt like i had to post this...i dunno how many of u knw to what extent Jesus actually loves us... its so hard to imagine...NONE of us are capable of loving with such greatness!!...now as i said i just came back from seein the passion and Jesus said these words "You are my friends and the greatest love a person can have for his friends is to give his life for them" wow guyz wow...i mean i'm speechless...sometimes we forget how much Jesus loves us...do u knw wat they did to Jesus...how many times they whipped Him..and He knew that this was coming...He knew but He still went through with it for us, coz he loves us so much he went through all that bleedin all that pain and suffering that no man should ever endure...He did it for us guyz for us so that we can be free, free from sin, which enslaves us...all He asks for in return is to accept Him and to follow Him, instead of ridiculing Him and denying Him..guyz lets not be like the apostles...almost all of them abandoned Him, His closest friend denied even knowing Him, guyz lets not do that...a friend of mine once said that we are all so scared of dying (for God for example) for our own selfish needs kind of...now Jesus died on that cross and went through so much torture so that we might say yes to Him (it was somethin like that anyway) and that struck me so much bcoz its so true so many of us dnt accept Him but He died for that slim chance that we'd dare to be different and follow Him...He loves us so much and yes i knw ive said that a lot on this post but He does guyz He rly does and He loves us just as we are no exeptions to Him we are all beautiful... and we can take off our mask in front of Him and He is ALWAYS ready to take us back all He wants is for us to love Him back....

ok now im gna change the like subject just a tiny bit...some of u might be sayin ohh but lifes so horrible life is negative against me God isnt there...and stuff like that but guyz He IS there He is... most of u have heard this story but ill write it for those who havent or for those that need remindin...



FOOTPRINTS


one night i dreamed a dream. I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprintsin the sand, one belonged to me and one to my Lord.


When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.


"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."


He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

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I just love that story guyz...coz the thing is by following Jesus not all your problems will go away, you'll still have bad times, but He promises to be with you through all of that, and in your darkest hour He'll shine and carry you...coz our God is an awesome God....
Gbu guyz n tc xx

Friday, March 14, 2008

Lenten Talks XD


haha i havent posted in agess...from like posting every day i havent posted in like... i dunoo hw many dayz (yes im too lazy to calculate just as most of u othr ppl would be XD) but everytime i come to write 1 ill be soo lazy hehe bu i was bored so i decided to write something ....ok sooo since i posted last there were the LENTEN TALKS yeeeeeeyyy ahhh they were amazing!!!! i love the lenten talks guyz ...last years werethe reason why i started coming to y4J so for me theyre r a special time...i honestly dunno which were better last yrs or this yrs...lookn back on it last year i was just discoverin everytin and this yr i know wats goin on u knw...and i loved every moment of it man they were so amazing...the dance which i heard a lot of positive comments abt so that was gud i'm rly glad it came out good we worked rly hard on it but it was all worth it...we were all so nervous before going on well at least the ppl i spoke to before wer but we all kept in mind that it was for God's glory so well like that helped us...i was so happy wen we started the dance i just rly felt God there u knw coz like Cara said we were did it to worship God, so like instead of writin poetry or singin we did it in a form of a dance so that was good ...and that started off the lenten talks.....also i just want to say how amazing the mime was...so did they work rly rly hard on it and it honestly turned out to be amazing and on a personal note i prefered it to the original one serioulsly not just to be nice...it rly did touch me more than the original one and qabizli dmuh (its prob wrong the sayin so ill say it in english...it brought a tear to my eye XD) and that didnt even happen with the original one!!! how cool is that...hehe... everything and everyone was soo perfect i cant believe how good it was!!! erm also Beps' testimony was fantastic *beky feels proud of Beps* seriously i was so proud of him i was screamin like goo beps wooooo haha and like before Stefan n me prayed with him so that he'll be enlightend by the Holy Spirit and boy was he ever!!! hehe i'm serious im sure that that touched so many pplz hearts its just so amazing how God changes pplz lives man (i tink i'll give my testimony one day...) anyway erm *beky tinks abt the tings that stood out during that week* oh yes erm the questions to Fr Ray haha those wer soo good man i'm honestly so amazed @ how u guyz managed to improvize well done to u *clap clap* erm wat else wat else ermm....well the worship was like woooow ecxellent the band was like...ma nafx hellejtuni bla kliem so well done to everyone in the band XD erm when Fr ray got out the eucharist it was the best!!! God's presence was soo like wow man just wow i must say my fav day was confession when worship was extraa long and there was confession...insomma all i all everything turned out fantastically amazing and I'm sure that they reached out to soo many ppl wiiii wat fun more ppl to praise God :) :)

ok soo after the lenten talks erm...ah yes there were the elections maaa xbiza i hate politics and all the fights goin arnd man but everytin turned out good n ok in the end heh and now life's back to normal without hearin the name Gonzin and Sant every second of the day ahhh relief and erm ok thats all i have to say for now coz my bro wants to watch a dvd with me and i promised him i would XD heh ...gna watch Transformers hw swwt he rly wants to watch it so im off

Gbu guyz n tc xxx and for the ppl who actually read this blog i promise to post sooner hehe

Sunday, February 24, 2008

sacrifices :)

hewwo ppl ok so basically i rrr needed yesterdays meeting the talk was just so amazing and like it just fit in to my situation right now...wel so basically i havent told that guy yet to come for the simple reason that he wasnt at school wne i was last week since he has his mocks n i had exams n stuff...and i was like but Gid wy me n stuff n i wasnt gna tell him coz im lke no i cant and i was so confuzed man seriously...then the meeting came along and during the talk im listenin and like gtin surer and surer that i should and den im like ok God if u rly want me 2 talk 2 him i need to hear it like straight out kinda i need something to confirm ...and den after the talk kevin came to speak and he was like maybe lately God told us to tell someone to come to the lenten talks and were like wy him and wy do i have to tell him etc. (it was a rly nice ting he said and i cant say it word for word lool) ...and im like WOW man i am sooo telling him!!! den we sent the msg ....just 1 prob i dnt have his mob number so i have to ask like a lot of ppl to find out coz like i worked it out that i tink its btr to send him a msg and talk 2 him ...and on the msg i dnt say who it is ...well ill try wat i can :)

Gbu guyz tc :) xxx

Saturday, February 16, 2008

slum survivor and y4j cd =]

ok so first of all i want to just congratulate the people who went to slum survivor...i went to visit them today...and it was seriously ice cold over there and they have no real proper food...and i was talkin to someone and he said that it is so really difficult... i really admire them for having the courage to do that ....giving up everything theyre used to to help us be aware of the situation around us....conratz guyz keep up the good work

ok then i had to say a HUGE well done to all the ppl who did the cd it is seriously AMAZING!!!! i cant stop listenin 2 the songs...ahhhhh proset my friends...

God is so proud of u ur doing gr8 things in His name!!

well i think thats it basically cant tink of anytin else right now ...o well

gud night Gbu n tc guyz xxx

p.s. the times of the posts are messed up :S haha

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

new y4j site


ok guyz i knw i already posted but yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the new y4j site is done weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ok im happy..........................:) check it out guyz its amazing!!! well done pppl who did it plus der r parts of the new cd....amazinger :):):)

witness =0





hey guyz well basically lately ive been tinkin abt tellin some1 who isnt particulary my fav person (long story) 2 come 2 d lenten talks...coz well like God like kinda put it on my heart to tell him 2 come 2 y4j before d whole invite ppl to the lenten talks ting and then this just fell perfectly into place and i was like wow u knw perfect timing! the ting is im still tryin to come up with a way how to tell him...i still gta ask some1 for advice how but anyway ill end up tellin him...anyway the thing is wat didnt make me give up was the fact that yes we are small when we come to face things but with God in us and working through us we can overcome any obstacle!!!i will update you with the progress of my mission XD anyway i really admire people who go up to other ppl and talk 2 them abt God lool i try to talk to some ppl anout comin...but some are so hard headed and say...but i have to go out or im too busy (skateboarding lool) but ill keep on tryin..and like we all should not be ashamed of our faith guyz come on..i mean i knw its really difficult coz like cara said at y4j u fit in if u say like im holy and christian n stuff but then at school its like they're wolves ready to attack...dont let that get to u guyz we have something better than them we have God..so even if they do pick on u u should just say ...God died for me n He loves me and u 2 and just let God speak through you at that moment... sam had done a talk once on witnessing and i find it really handy just to refer to it every now and then its on the spiritual food section on the y4j site (http://www.y4jmalta.com/) ...and like a gud friend of mine (mar.ang :) ) said recently when i was talking to her....we shouldnt lose hope we just have to do our part and then God will bring them!!! i just wanna thank her from here coz that really helped me...the whole convo did actually so thanks loadz mar xxx

ejja guyz lets not give up and lose hope coz we are the ones who can make the change (in the world of today XD)let's just pray for those people u are going/trying to witness to so that they too may see the light... let's become fishermen of men guyz...let's reel them in...dont forget the messanger+the message+the situation that the other person is in are all factors and those added together can help u "catch a man" in a sort of sense and reel him in so that he too can praise our God who is worthy of all!!

p.s. i just thought of this so u can try tell them ...."how would u feel if u saved someone's life and risked your own or even worse suffered until death like God did and then the person u did this for couldnt care less abt what u did for him/her and just caries on with their lives and doesn't even stop to tell u thankyou!!"

Gbu guyz and come on let's go out n witness our faith abt our AMAZING and LOVING daddy,best friend and saviour to people!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0l6jMCV4DVI
that's the link to free of hillsong united dunno hot to put it on yet haha stilly me oh well ill learn
basically these are the lyrics and like when i was writin this post i thought of this song hehe:






would you believe me if i said...that we
are the ones who can make the changein the world today...would you believe me if
i said...that all of your dreams in your heartcan come true... today...would you
believe me if i said...that life could be all that you want it to be...
today...chorus:and if i had wings i would fly'cause all that i need, You areand
if the world caved in around meto You i'd still hold oncause You're all that i
believeand the one that created meJESUS.. because of You.. i'm FREEverse 2:would
you believe me if i said...that God can make miracles happen todaywould you
believe me if i said...that you dont need to wait for the answers before..you
step out in faith..would you believe me if i saidthat nothing is ever
IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..Bridge:just live your life.. with God insideyou wont
regret one moment of itand give all that you can for God... for God









i find the words of this song so amazing and powerful man seriously i just like listenin to it and just stayin quite listenin to the words and smiling...like this look---> :) hehe






ok im off to study now Gbu guyz tc and gud luck in your exams haha

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

well i guess im bloggin 2 =]


hey ppl ,
hah at emms house weehee, first blog written at emms house ...and everybody say ooohhhh aahhhh...loooolibobo
a note from emma...
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haha since ur on beks blog der r stuff u should knw... she is CRAZYYYY hehe imma in a fun way coz i lav her!! hehe so if ur on her blog.... add her or watever (i dnt hv blog so manafx) ax shes an imp gredient in life just like butter on bread or ___ 2 beky hehe! no but seriously ... i alwayz hv an AMAZING time wid her so... u knw wat u should do!!!! haha ill leave it 2 bek 2 cont.....

ooooooooooooooooooooooooo.................................................hw swtttttttttttttttttt..............im gna ....gna....gna...gna.....cry .........................waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......i love her sooo much ahh my best friend =] how cutteeeeeee...emma n beky forever and ever and ever .......weeehheeee...sorry guyz boredemness of examz is bein let out from bot here...ahhhh........................................just wanna say thank You to God for giving such a bestest friend as emma and all my other friends...they mean the world to me and i love them so much i'm so truly blessed =]....just squezed emmas gutz out looolibobo (dnt ask...dnt have a reply anyway)ahh so mela wat else to write .....
oh yes the lenten talks are soon cmin and im like rlly rlly lookin forwrd to dem...as u may.....or may not knw the lenten talks last year were the reason i started cmin 2 y4j so i am so very grateful for dem and like tutzi or bob or martine said honestly cant rem who even if just one person is touched by these lenten talks it will be all worth it man.... so guyz tell more n more ppl to come so that that 1 will increase to maybe 2 or 3...and well start seein new faces at y4j....we have to let them knw that theyre all welcome!!!
oh ye and d dance is so amazingly nice man!!! and wat makes it even nicer is dat d dance is being made in God's glory! so im sure its gna be amazing on d night..the OPENIN night aaaa pressure but oh well im sure wer gna touch someone through it
im prob rly borin u guyz but im not done haha ...well ok im like horrible at physics right (yes i completely changed d subject) but anyway i rly rly studed for the exam...i wasnt stressed after the talk of martine (that talk rly did help 10x loadz Tine!!!) and anyway insomma i went iinto the exame repeatin "im 2 blessed 2 be stressed" and knwin that God was with me...and i did d exam...God rly was there next to me and He rly helped me through it man and guess wat i passed and i gt a 78 which for me is like rly gud in physics ok!!! i mean when this happened it rly touched me n im like wow u knw God is always with us sufferin with us (for me physics is sufferin) and that shows that even in the littlest tings He's der!!! ahhhh God's presence is in every corner of our lives and its so amazing we just have to open up our eyes and see...and even if we dnt hear God He is ALWAYS listenin 2 us!! ok well ill leave u guyz with that for now...ill be back soon though u cant get rid of methat easily =] well hope this post made sense to ppl coz im not so used 2 this but im tryin that was the reason wy i wanted to create this blog... i wanted to help out the other christian bloggers with deliverin God's message....
oh bdw the last ting i promise promise promise....the title of the blog was inspired by the y4j site...meaning the ONLY way to live life to the full is through Jesus!...