Tuesday, June 24, 2008

oh no You never let go =D

hello :) not in the best of fantasticy moods but tryin to stay positive, coz i kno God's with me no matter how alone i feel :) i dunno i have these funny spells were i feel alone but then i think ye right how stupid can i get i'm so not alone i have God next to me and i become happy like this -----> *gleee* :)
hmm anywayz cant wait for summer..i have so many goals to tackle these 3 months XD i so wanna do them, well for starters i am sooo lookin forward to the workshops :P ahh i cant wait i rly wana use them to get closer to God in my everyday life u kno....erm also o wanna learn how to play guitar..ha naraw lol..i tink i already mentioned this lol ah well u'll read it again :P hmm my summer starts on fri so close yet for some reason i'm still seeing it rly far i dunno why...i've only got two exams left eng language n accounts n den summer finaly XD also this summer i rly rly want to get closer to more Y4J-ians coz like sometimes i cant help feelin distant from some ppl so like i wanna start tryin to get closer u kno :) so like ye..hmm anyway
guyz anyway i felt i should say this..no matter what you're going through, no matter what's happening in your life, no matter how alone u feel, how hurt, no matter how u feel like crying and just breaking down, God is there and u have to know that, God IS there, He's going through what you're going through, He's hurting like you're hurting, He's breaking down in tears with u, but He is still the strong one, and He WILL get u out of whatever ur going through no matter what it is He'll carry u until u get out of it safely! until you see the light again :) :) :) and i think the sooner we understand that, the sooner we will stop grumbling abt our lives bein so 'unfair' about how no loves us and the like....guyz we have to believeeee come on ejja guyz and the more we understand that the happier we will be and the more we can be a light to others, the more we can reflect Jesus to other ppl XD guyz u know how much a smile can do?? illa if only we all knew what an impact it can have on ppl, we'd definitely smile every second and to everyone.. i love smiling...most of my friends love smiling and so we pass it on :P ahh hehe a smile's contageous lol it has like that ripple effect of the water :) hmm anyway i think im gna goo..but i dont wanna coz ive gt nothin else to do coz for once in like ages i dnt have to stay awake till 10 at night studyin coz i gt eng lang tom :) so like i wanna stay longer so ye ill think of more things :)
oh ye the meetin last sat was rly nice i rly liked the fr that came to talk to us he's rly swt and he makes ppl laugh XD heh ..hmm half the band was missin last sat which was quite strange coz i've never seen such few ppl in the band lol or at keast i cnt rem lol..anywayz
on sat mich got hr braces xi hleww XD guyz braces are infestating everyone, but they're nice so it doesnt matter hehe ive got anthr like anthr *calculatin* lets see ive been with them for 10 months n i need them for a yr n a half which is 18 months so like 18-10 is 8 almost 7 coz my 10th month is almost up so ye abt 7 months...coool hehe and then i'll have straight teeth :P yey XD
ah yeshh on mon dududum *yeyyy* the Y4J bbq its gna rock man coz *quotin sara* "coz we're fun" meanin Y4J-ians :P we are fun taa plus we know how to have fun without all the qziez :P see it's possible XD hmm i think that's all i have to say and feel like sayin today :)
Gbu guyz and rem God loves uu XD and...we love God :) yesshh tehe by by cu in summer XD psst i'm in a btr mood now :) i think i needed to hear what i wrote lol :)XD strange :P yet cool

psst again i just thought of a song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXQBqQejnIA&feature=related

lyrics on it :P didnt find such a gud vid, just dnt pay attention to the pics lol just read the words XD

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