oh no You never let go =D

hello :) not in the best of fantasticy moods but tryin to stay positive, coz i kno God's with me no matter how alone i feel :) i dunno i have these funny spells were i feel alone but then i think ye right how stupid can i get i'm so not alone i have God next to me and i become happy like this -----> *gleee* :)
hmm anywayz cant wait for summer..i have so many goals to tackle these 3 months XD i so wanna do them, well for starters i am sooo lookin forward to the workshops :P ahh i cant wait i rly wana use them to get closer to God in my everyday life u kno....erm also o wanna learn how to play guitar..ha naraw lol..i tink i already mentioned this lol ah well u'll read it again :P hmm my summer starts on fri so close yet for some reason i'm still seeing it rly far i dunno why...i've only got two exams left eng language n accounts n den summer finaly XD also this summer i rly rly want to get closer to more Y4J-ians coz like sometimes i cant help feelin distant from some ppl so like i wanna start tryin to get closer u kno :) so like ye..hmm anyway
guyz anyway i felt i should say this..no matter what you're going through, no matter what's happening in your life, no matter how alone u feel, how hurt, no matter how u feel like crying and just breaking down, God is there and u have to know that, God IS there, He's going through what you're going through, He's hurting like you're hurting, He's breaking down in tears with u, but He is still the strong one, and He WILL get u out of whatever ur going through no matter what it is He'll carry u until u get out of it safely! until you see the light again :) :) :) and i think the sooner we understand that, the sooner we will stop grumbling abt our lives bein so 'unfair' about how no loves us and the like....guyz we have to believeeee come on ejja guyz and the more we understand that the happier we will be and the more we can be a light to others, the more we can reflect Jesus to other ppl XD guyz u know how much a smile can do?? illa if only we all knew what an impact it can have on ppl, we'd definitely smile every second and to everyone.. i love smiling...most of my friends love smiling and so we pass it on :P ahh hehe a smile's contageous lol it has like that ripple effect of the water :) hmm anyway i think im gna goo..but i dont wanna coz ive gt nothin else to do coz for once in like ages i dnt have to stay awake till 10 at night studyin coz i gt eng lang tom :) so like i wanna stay longer so ye ill think of more things :)
oh ye the meetin last sat was rly nice i rly liked the fr that came to talk to us he's rly swt and he makes ppl laugh XD heh ..hmm half the band was missin last sat which was quite strange coz i've never seen such few ppl in the band lol or at keast i cnt rem lol..anywayz
on sat mich got hr braces xi hleww XD guyz braces are infestating everyone, but they're nice so it doesnt matter hehe ive got anthr like anthr *calculatin* lets see ive been with them for 10 months n i need them for a yr n a half which is 18 months so like 18-10 is 8 almost 7 coz my 10th month is almost up so ye abt 7 months...coool hehe and then i'll have straight teeth :P yey XD
ah yeshh on mon dududum *yeyyy* the Y4J bbq its gna rock man coz *quotin sara* "coz we're fun" meanin Y4J-ians :P we are fun taa plus we know how to have fun without all the qziez :P see it's possible XD hmm i think that's all i have to say and feel like sayin today :)
Gbu guyz and rem God loves uu XD and...we love God :) yesshh tehe by by cu in summer XD psst i'm in a btr mood now :) i think i needed to hear what i wrote lol :)XD strange :P yet cool

psst again i just thought of a song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXQBqQejnIA&feature=related

lyrics on it :P didnt find such a gud vid, just dnt pay attention to the pics lol just read the words XD

Amazing XD

hey guyz, as many Y4J-ians posted abt i am goin to post abt sats meeting just to carry on sayin how amazin it was :) well i knew that there was a foreign speaker comin but to be honest i didnt tink it was gonna be good (i was horribly wrong) well like zoe said in her blog i didnt want praise to stop and like when they did stop i was like nooo it was amazig seriously i dunno why but like it just was somehow more than usual... anyway so praise was amazing and then the talk and the after-talk :P well the talks are always amazin heh but sat's was like different, not necessarily better, just different, but it was rly good i mean wow come on how amazing 2000 years on God is still healin guyz how amazing is that?!?! just shows how powerful our God is ye :)....well then the prayin over ppl after the talk for special intentions and stuff and for ppl was just amazing!! i never saw anythin that powerful..i was told that they are similar to the ones at SS but like since Ive never been, it was like new to me and i must say i loved it and now im lookin forwrd to goin to SS (next yr) even more!!! if thats possible :P anywayz guyz i think i finally kno wat God wants of me which is like rly rly gud coz ive been tryin to find out for ages and anyway ive been prayin n now im rly excited and i cant wait and everytin also congrats to all those ppl like Maria Angela who are future doctor-esses :P ejja guyz once God wants you to do it then you'll find that strength, He'll give it to u, and He'll provode ur will power :) how amazing is it guyz wooo God has a plan for YOU and for ME :) :) :) :) *happy* also i'm rly glad for the ppl who got healed, i kno Bett did (her blog is on the side bar ting) and i kno Mich's back hasnt hurt her since Sat which like for her its like wow and what's even cooler is she said at the beginnin ppl with back problems n i like opened my eyes for a split sec and she was right in front of Mich one of the times how cool and amazing!!! aa guyz i feel so alivee!!!
but like Tine said in her blog some ppl built a wall and we need to pray for those ppl guyz :)
also guyz we're all fired up now...ejja now let's go and witness and talk to ppl abt God and everytin :) :) :) :) :) :) :) maa guyz im so happy which is wierd coz just started exams but come on how can i be down when i have God!!! guyz i'm seriously excited for what God has planned for me seriosuly, like wen she mentioned the ppl that want to witness and tell ppl abt God i just like felt a fire burnin inside u kno?! like im sure most of u felt wen u wer called like..and den after i was tinkin like i always had these small hints of knowin wat i wanted to do, but like i never knew that God wanted me to do that u kno...issa naraw what God wants will be done i seriously want to be like a puppet and let Him do whatever He wants with me u kno and go wherever He wants me to go spk to whoever He wants me to spk to like the song...I wanna be uYour hands i wanna be Your feet ill go where You send me, go where You send me... :P and so on
ok guyz Gbu n tc prayin for u :)

You're all that I want...

hey guyz well i've had a song stuck in my head since sat and then even more wen mar a sent it to me (thanku mar :P i love it) anyway it goes like..and i love u Lord, You rescued me, You are all that i want, You're all i need.... then it continues but at Y4J we only sing that part and if u listen to the words properly and u take the actual meanin of them they're so amazing!!! just say this and mean it...coz You are all that i want and You're all i need... how amazing is it when we admit that no earthly thing can ever substitute God (obviously :P) but some ppl don't realise this and they try fill up the gaps in their lives with everything else, what they don't understand is that nothing will ever satisfy them like the love of God, when you allow God to love you and you love Him back...that is the only way how u can live life to the full, through God, and i dont mean by sayin oh yeah i believe and goin to Y4J and stuff and then goin out and ignorin what u just said and sang!!! guyz lets not be hypocrits (dunno how to spell it sorry :S) its not enough sayin that u'r a christian and then not live the christian way, not do what God wants u to do, swear all the time, dress like i dunno what when they go out, that's bein a hypocrit( i give up tryin to spell this word) what u have to do is believe what u say and sing, let God love u, talk to Him, love Him back, live for Him in ur everyday life and let Him shine through u and use u for His glory...that is the only way to live life to the full!!! some of u may not believe this and may think stupid things abt this, but its true believe me, there are people who have lived both ways, u can ask them and they'll tell u that it's true..now that they've let God into their lives its so much better, even i can tell u that it's true, it is so true living life as a true Chretian is the only way to live!!! well this post developed and changed a bit didnt it, but anyway u get the point :) and guyz admit it to ppl admit that u love Him admit that you need Him plz guyz i have to do this more often too, but like imagine how many ppl can get touched if none of us are ashamed to witness, if all of us admit that we love Him, if all of us pray and if all of us live in a good way!!!

now u understand i have touched everything in that verse :P and I LOVE YOU LORD, YOU RESCUED ME, YOU ARE ALL THAT I WANT, YOU'RE ALL I NEED!!! ok so i hope it made sense guyz, i said what i had to say :P

frida

FRIDA I LOVE :)

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ok so basically i have nothing to say :P hence the title of this blog..but im bored and have nothing to do and wanna postpone going to study lik for a while longer so i tot id just blab on abt nothing on my blog :P ok so life is good yet boring...but its gr8 bcoz like how can life not be great when u have God's love..in fact even if im havin a bad day n ppl ask me how i am my response is always gr8 as u may or may not have realised...but that doesnt mean i never have bad days taa its just coz i rem that even tho im having a bad day i still got God's love and Him so like ekk anyway u get the point :P well a lot of my friends have summer now and like so do i very soon and i cant waitt like i have a rly gud feeling abt this summer and i dunno why...hmm i wanna learn how to play guitar this summer...and now thanks to the lovely sara ive got sites to learn from hehe thanku sara :P hmm ok what else oh yes in like a few weeks there is the Y4J bbq ahh cnt wait..and also cant believe that a yr passed from last yr well that doesnt make sense does it but once again im sure u know wat i mean....ok soo...i gta study maths today o the joy but oh well... ok im bored and im probably boring u but i shal go on and so shall u carry on reading plz thanku :) see im polite :P ooo this sunday is michs bday and history shall take place this sat.... mich (and hopefuly i will too) are being let out after Y4J on sat hehe so maybe for once when like 10 ppl ask me if im goin out i can say yes now :P yey and this lovely surprise is for michs bday coz she will be 15 on the 15 june...i.e her lucky bday yey i still dunno if im allowed out tho lol issa naraw ok anywayz oh shit i just rem i gta finish comp studies project by tom thank God i rem!!! ok i shall leave u know to do it

ahh what a day :P

what a day what a day.... aaa guyz i just came back from the beach :P which for me is rly gud coz like i still have exams so it was like a gift tehe...ok so basically it was this brilliant party imma amazing hehe thanks so so much mar n franny maa i love u guyz so much!!! anywayz we laughed so much muhahahaha the scary stories :P ahh guyz me skin is rly spft now coz of the sand hehe anywayz ahh it was so relaxin and fun with the muzic on full blast...hehe imma the best was like when we put on hillsong maa it was so fun we wer like around the stereo singin rly loudly trying to make the other ppl hear us XD so like we were rly shoutin haha funn :P i loved that it was so ekk maa guyz the Holy spirit was there ta even tho it was like a few of us singin on the beach ekk i still felt rly ekk amazing :P anyway on another note zak and pete dancin wow!!! seriously theyre rly good man and now they are going to coreograph a dance XD im all for it hehe coz theyre like rly gud =0 =0 =0 hehe hmm a yess.... i have to do this 'saraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa' tehe sory sa i couldnt help it maaa how i laughed..or else when she hit me and then freaked out coz of the sand haha i think she has a phobia imma i love so much anywayz...bzzzt :P ok well i guess thats it...so on the whole it was an amazing day and i enjoyed it immenslyyyy!!!!!! we laughed so so so much today and i needed it i love laughin especially since for a couple of weeks my life is gna be studyin so like i needed it thanks again mar n fran i love u so much u r amazing friends seriously ur brilliant i thank God for givin me friends like u!!! and the rest of my friends:P ur amazin hehe also beps (degiorgio) miskin kemm ghandu pacenzja with me :P imma he has to coz he loves me so:P and beppe (de gab) i didnt get ur joke lol haha alsooo it was funny when he was covered in sand :P priceless....
insomma Gbu guyz and tc (lol i havent posted in ageess man!!)